Kheyl Bin

Monday, March 14, 2005

Im dead beat

I went to visit my grandmother this afternoon. Bought some flowers over, darn the florist didnt have ginger flower and I had to buy 3 carnations for $1 each. Anyway my Granny, when I arrived she told me "Amah yao si le", which mean im going to die soon. Lonely old people often have such depressing thoughts.
Its not easy communicating with her because she cant really hear and I dont want to shout in the wards. Had to write what I wanted to say on a piece of paper. Writing chinese is not quite a breeze for me, had forgoten to write simple words like 'where' 'lie''see'. I felt really bad that she's in this state,although its not my fault I still feel it that way.

After leaving the hospital, I took a long train ride to SIM in clementi to apply for my course. The ride was long and had to transit to a bus in the heat. Really cant stand it if im going to do it everyday for the next few years. Realise that I forgot to bring my IC photos till I was there.Cant apply on the spot but then, it was'nt really a big problem.

After travelling such distances, I really felt im drained of energy. Met up with Ferrene and gang feeling listless. Its her birthday and we had dinner at Fish and Co glass house.Im really beat now ,shall elaborate on the dinner another day with the photos.