Death in the Week

Someone from my company passed away on Sunday. The day before he was just manning the water point and he gave me this cheeky smile and I ignored it. He talks behind my back,I know it. While the whole company is away to his funeral I was left behind in Coy line being stand in cos. I didnt feel any remorse nor sense of loss. Everything just felt the same to me. Was I being cold blooded or its just that I dont know him well enough? I least I didnt celebrate his death and thats good enough.

Thank god I didnt have to go to his funeral. Lazy to change into smart 4 nor see his corpse. I cant even stand seeing some dead animal. Heard that his face was bloated. It must have been sad for the parents to have him for 20 years and just lose him in just a few hours. When is my turn then? Well we will see about that.

It rained today and yesterday. How I loved being in the house while the rain is pouring outside. Dont you guys just love the smell of fresh rain ,how it washes away our sins and gives life. Nice seeing mushrooms sprout from the grass.